想你~~

亲爱的~~

你可能不知道~~

最近~~

我老是在想你~~

可以说是~~

时时刻刻在想你~~

但想你的时候~~

我都会开电话~~

看一看亲爱的相片~~

可是我就只有那一两张~~

每天早上~~

但我一睡醒~~

亲爱的~~

你是我第一个~~

想跟他说早安的人~~

亲爱的~~

但你总是没回我~~

可能是你忙吧~~

我也不能做些什么~~

只能默默的等待~~

等待你的回复~~

因为我怕我烦到你~~

我也怕~~

你会觉得我烦~~

不要我了~~

但是今天~~

我应该不会找亲爱的吧~~

因为今天得回去了~~

回去我的宿舍~~

我很舍不得你~~

我怕我怕~~

找你聊天的话~~

我会忍不住~~

哭了出来~~

我们虽没见过面~~

但我对你的爱~~

我也不知有多深~~

但我知道~~

那已经是深得~~
不能自拔的深度了~~

亲爱的~~

很对不起~~

来着的这几天我都~~

不方便写部落格~~

请你原谅我~~

原谅我食言~~

PS : 亲爱的，如果我有什么做错了的话，请你这女朋友大人让我知道，让我有机会改过~~ 或者是每天找你，你觉得我烦的话，请让我知道~~亲爱的，如果能的话。。。咳~还是不问了~~

？？

今天过得不错～
终算没有白过～
因为没有人跟我聊天～
就跑去洗车～
洗了好几个钟～
整个身体都好累好累～
亲爱的～
你今天过的如何？～
你电话过期了啊？～

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心中~~

我很想听听~~

你那温柔的声音~~

但又不知该不该~~

打给你似好~~

心里有好多事~~

想让你知道~~

但又不知~~

从哪说起才好~~

也害怕会害到~~

你被父母责骂~~

我真是个矛盾的人~~

亲爱的~~

请原谅我如此的矛盾~~

等待~~

等待~~

是一件~~

很累人的事~~

今天~~

没什么特别的事~~

只是觉得~~

等待~~

是很累很累的~~

我现在非常累~~

晚安~~

矛盾的我~~

亲爱的~~

看到你今天说~~

你将回来了~~

我心里非常高兴~~

但看到你~~

很不舍得回来的心情~~

你伤心的心情~~

我的心情就像你一样~~

又很想你~~

在那开心地玩下去~~

咳~~

真是矛盾的我~~

昨晚~~

亲爱的~~

知道昨晚~~

你有上网~~

开我给你的卡~~

我非常高兴~~

但是那张卡~~

没有我想象中~~

那么理想~~

亲爱的~~

你说~~

你开那张卡时~~

只是歌而已~~

其实是有东西的~~

但亲爱的不动如何开~~

我~~

一知道亲爱的不会开~~

就立刻想办法了~~

然后再发给亲爱的~~

另一封电子邮件~~

但我不懂亲爱的~~

有没有去看~~

PS : 我很希望亲爱的会有看到~~

~~可爱的女友~~

亲爱的~~

你真是的~~

不知我该生气~~

还是对着你笑呢~~

我那已经写好了~~

要怎么开那张卡~~

亲爱的~~

我真是给你~~

气到~~

不说了~~

这几天都没有心情~~

亲爱的~~

知道你玩得那么开心~~

我就安心了~~

我～

无论你发生什么事，我都会在你身边陪你面对～

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~~惨~~

~~今天~~

~~我超惨的~~

~~超伤心~~

~~超难过~~

~~超没心情~~

~~亲爱的~~

第二天～

今天～
是我的亲爱的～
在台湾的第二天～
不知她今天～
过得好吗～
玩得开心吗～

亲爱的～
我看了你的部落格～
得知亲爱的～
昨天玩得很开心～
我也替你高兴～

我今天过得～
没有什么意义～
我今天似乎～
什么事都没有～
做到～
我真是失败～
就因为我觉得这样～
我就带我带我妈妈～
去看医生～
过后～
那医生来这我～
要跟我聊天～
跟他聊了一会儿～
我问医生～
我妈有什么事～
他说没什么拉～
只是普通病～
跟我说没什么的啦～
真是谢天谢地～

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1st Day 2nd Part~~

Dear~~

I received your sms~~

Know that dear~~

Reached Taiwan safely~~

Now I have less worry~~

But I'm still worry about you~~

My dear~~

I know dear~~

When dear got things to play~~

Dear for sure will play like crazy~~

I worry dear won't take care yourself~~

Dear~~

In the sms ~~

Dear asked me to not miss dear~~

I don't think I manage to do that~~

Currently I already miss dear so much~~

I know I know~~

I know myself is like so annoying~~

I know myself always want to stick to dear~~

But for sake of my dear's happiness~~

I will try my best to overcome it~~

Dear~~

Really really~~

Must take care o~~

1st Day~~

Today~~

Is the day~~

My beloved dear~~

Going to Taiwan~~

I knew her~~

Since last year~~

And she went to vacation~~

Last year too~~

But this time~~

I'm having a hard time~~

To say good bye to her~~

Cause I don't know why~~

Keep worry about her~~

Although I know her parents~~

Will be around~~

But still~~

This morning is my first sms~~

First sms said good bye to her~~

Dear~~

I surely will miss dear~~

I know this for sure~~post~~

Today~~

Today~~

I went out with a girl~~

We went for a movie~~

A funny and also~~

A touching movie~~

It made me laugh a lot~~

But at mean while~~

I also made me cried quite lot~~

But before today~~

And before I went out~~

With this girl~~

I was so scared~~

So scared my dear will jealous~~

Because our relationship~~

Just started not long~~

So~~

I informed my dear first before~~

Before I went out with this girl~~

My dear very nice~~
She gave me permission~~

To go out with the girl~~

And she wished me have a nice day also~~

Thanks , my dear~~

You're the best !! ^^~~

Dear~~

You're going to Taiwan~~

Tomorrow~~

I wanted to chat with you tonight~~

Since dear got 50% chances~~

Not going to sleep tonight~~

But dear forced me to go to sleep~~

I asked you why~~

Dear~~

You didn't tell me the reason~~

But I think I know the reason~~

And I also don't want to force dear~~

I will be very guai de~~

I will go to sleep de~~

Cause I don't want my beloved dear~~

Worry about me~~

Good bye~~

My dear~~

Wish dear have a enjoyable trip~~

I will miss you~~

Muackz~~

Because of you~~

Dear~~

Because of dear~~

Want me to update my blog~~

Everyday~~

This make me~~

Before compose a new blog~~

I will look through~~

Your blog~~

Now~~

Reading your blog~~

Already became~~

Part of my life~~

I will at least read your blog~~

Once per day~~

Dear~~

You're going to Taiwan~~

Really soon~~

Wish dear take care yourself well~~

Hope when dear back~~

Dear will let me know~~

Again~~

Tonight~~

I can't sleep again~~

But this time~~

Is not because of sad stuff~~

I can't sleep is because~~

Because of I'm too happy~~

Tonight~~

I cried again~~

I cried also not because~~

Because of sad things~~

I cried is because~~

Because I'm too happy~~

And also touched~~

Touched by you , my dear~~

A guess~~

Yesterday~~
My dearest dear sent me~~
A message~~
A message asked me to view~~
To view her blog~~

After I have view her blog~~
Written "To you"~~
And some number~~
I asked her~~
What is the post~~
She asked me to guess~~
She said the post just for me~~
The number got meaning~~

Dear~~
I promised~~
I will try my best~~
To guess~~
The meaning of the numbers~~

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~~Last Night~~

Last night~~

Can considered a quite nice night~~

Actually yesterday~~

Around 4 p.m.~~

I went back to my room~~

I was so stressed about~~

About my AR project~~

I tried to finish it~~

But i did it until around~~

Around 7.30 p.m.~~

My lecturer called me~~

He called me go for movie~~

So i end up going for movie~~

~~XD~~

Around 11.30p.m.~~

My lecturer sent me back to hostel

After that~~

I started to pack my stuff~~

Preparing to go back~~

Back to my home town~~

After preparing~~

I went to sleep~~

During the sleep~~

I dreamed~~

Dreamed something really sweet for me~~

I dreamed that I go dating~~

Dating with my little cute dear~~

By that time~~

I wished~~

I won't wake up~~

~~New Discover~~

~~ Today I still can't sleep ~~

~~ It been like whole week ~~

~~ Not only can't sleep ~~

~~ I did cry during these times ~~

~~ How could this be happening ~~

~~ Last time my longest time for not sleeping is ~~

~~ THREE DAYS ~~

~~ But now ~~

~~ Really tired and exhausted ~~

~~ I thought ~~

~~ Thought that I will recover soon ~~

~~ Like in a few days ~~

~~ But ~~

~~ I can't ~~

~~ I can't put you behind of my mind ~~

~~ When I close my eyes ~~

~~ Your image just pop out in my brain ~~

~~ Although the image is blurred out on face ~~

~~ But ~~

~~ I'm sure that is you ~~

~~ I recognized your voice and body shape ~~

~~ I asked ~~

~~ "Do you have any feeling on me ?" ~~

~~ She answered ~~

~~ "I,,, don't know. I'm still blur now." ~~

~~ Should I just try to give up or not ? ~~

~~ This kind of answer ~~

~~ Have given me a hope ~~

~~ A hope of getting her heart ~~

~~ I know you need some time ~~

~~ Some time to figure what is your feeling ~~

~~ I will wait ~~

~~ Wait for your answer ~~

Sorry

Sorry...

To all my faithful visitor...

Or reader...

From today onwards...

I think I'm not going to update this blog...

Until I have fully recover...

From the previous sadness...

Or sorrow...

Until the time I have fully recovered...

I will continue update this blog...

By that time...

My blog will be written in English...

Sorry, guys...

And I also have to say...

Sorry to you...

Causing you so many troubles...

Really sorry...

～失望～

～我又再次的～

～掉进了失望的道路～

～既然你说得那么白了～

～我也不会再说任何东西了～

～我就唯有死心吧～

～我希望这次～

～时间真的能冲淡一切～

～能冲掉我对你的情意～

～我会深深得祝福你的～

~~失败~~

~~今天~~

~~我又再次~~

~~失败了~~

~~我又没有~~

~~跟你说到我要说的话~~

~~希望~~

~~我今天~~

~~睡得着~~

~~因为这些话已经~~

~~困扰了我三天~~

~~勇气~~

~~今天我本来打算做一件事~~

~~因为这件事困扰了我整个晚上~~

~~但是当我真的要做的时候~~

~~我却没有那种勇气~~

~~明明就从睡不着的时候~~

~~寻找了那股勇气~~

~~但一拿起电话时~~

~~勇气全都消失了~~

~~天啊~~

~~请赐给我勇气吧~~

~~心情~~

~~你是我的一切~~

今天你过得如何？

~~我记得你说过~~

~~你得妈妈今天会到~~

~~你现在所在的地方~~

~~我记得你说过~~

~~当你妈妈到达~~

~~你妈妈可能会骂你~~

~~很担心你~~

~~希望你妈妈没有骂你~~

~~我记得你说过~~

~~你~~

~~就要去台湾度假~~

~~庆祝圣诞节~~

~~我在这希望你玩得愉快~~

~~你说~~

~~要我放弃你~~

~~我可以告诉你~~

~~我是不会的~~

~~你已经是我生命中的~~

~~一个不能失去的人~~

~~你可以不理我~~

~~但你不能要我放弃你~~

~~我做不到~~

~~放弃你就等于放弃我的生命~~

~~你说~~

~~你不是个好女生~~

~~不值得我的爱~~

~~这两点是不能由你说的~~

~~这是由人家来判断的~~

~~你在我的心中~~

~~你是个好女孩~~

~~你能对我~~

~~不理不睬~~

~~甚至不接受我的爱~~

~~但你不能阻止我爱你~~

~~我上次没有勇气~~

~~直接告诉你~~

~~只是在那暗示暗示给你~~

~~但这次我要跟你说~~

~~我喜欢你~~

~~不管你接不接受~~

~~我现在只想让你知道~~

~~以免我以后后悔~~

~~我爱你~~

PS : 希望你会看到

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~~不知道~~

~~写部落格~~

~~让我能抒发我的内心感情~~

~~说真的~~

~~我真的不知道~~

~~不知道该如何做是好~~

~~我并没有怪你~~

~~只是觉得伤心、难过~~

~~此外~~

~~你第二次去逛街~~

~~都没有跟我说~~

~~为何你这次会跟我说呢？~~

~~我真的~~

~~不知该给你什么反应才好~~

~~如果我是回你~~

~~“好吧，那你就去吧”~~

~~你就会认为我在生气你~~

~~但~~

~~我并没有生气你的感觉~~

~~我现在~~

~~在部落格~~

~~写出我的伤心的感觉~~

~~你又说我在怪你~~

~~如果我是怪你的话~~

~~我就不会发短信和拨电话给你~~

~~甚至为了你。。。~~

~~我真的不知该如何做了~~

~~一个承诺~~

~~在1号以及2号~~

~~这两天~~

~~我都没有发短信给她~~

~~她也没有发给我~~

~~就在~~

~~大约四五个小时前~~

~~我渐渐拿起来我的手机~~

~~开始选择了“建新的短信”~~

~~发给她一封写着“晚安”的短信~~

~~她回我~~

~~“你要睡了啊”~~

~~我就回她~~

~~“是啊”~~

~~但那时~~

~~我内心深处在想~~

~~“我不睡觉那倒还能做些什么呢？”~~

~~之后~~

~~她就会回我~~

~~“那好吧，晚安。还有我明天可能去某个广场。”~~

~~如果她只是会回我晚安的话~~

~~我可能现在已经睡了~~

~~但她又加上~~

~~“我可能明天去某个广场”~~

~~这一句~~

~~就使我睡不着了~~

~~为何呢？~~

~~因为我想起~~

~~她对我所说的承诺~~

~~她了解以及都知道~~

~~她所说的一切~~

~~我都是会尽量的记住心中~~

~~就在上个星期六~~

~~她说~~

~~“我们能见面”~~

~~“我去那个广场，穿些什么衣服”~~

~~“会给你知道”~~

~~但~~

~~我足足等了整个星期~~

~~都没有一点消息~~

~~我已经不想再去想了~~

~~可是我的头脑就一直在想~~

~~“如果刚才我没发短信给她”~~

~~“她就不会告诉我她会去哪逛街”~~

~~就是因为以上两句~~

~~一直呈现在我的脑海~~

~~就使我心疼得睡不着觉~~

~~我很想相信这不是真的~~

~~可能你们会认为我想太多了~~

~~但是这一切一切~~

~~让我不得不相信这不是真的~~

~~如果真的是真的~~

~~她就是~~

~~打破了我们之间的承诺~~

~~那~~

~~虽然只是一个小小的承诺~~

~~但也是个承诺~~

~~我这生人~~

~~就最不喜欢人家~~

~~做不到他或她所许下的承诺~~

~~虽然我没有生气她~~

~~但她实在让我太伤心、失望~~

~~使我一向来~~

~~对她那么在乎的心情以及感觉~~

~~都好像渐渐地减少了~~

~~心碎的我~~

~~到了最后~~

~~我还是拿起手机~~

~~打起了~~

~~“祝你明天逛街愉快”~~

~~天啊~~

~~昨天一整天都很没有心情~~

~~因为一些事害得我那么伤心~~

~~就因为这样我昨天很早就上床准备睡了~~

~~想让我的头脑进入睡眠状态~~

~~不想再想那些伤心的事~~

~~但是谁知~~

~~不但睡不着~~

~~而且我的头脑还不受控制的去想得更厉害~~

~~在床上翻来翻去~~

~~翻到一点多两点才睡得着~~

~~天啊~~

~~为何要制造像我这样一个善愁的人~~

~~今天我看到莫个人的部落格写~~

~~她发现一个人对她开始冷漠、冷淡等等~~

~~我有点可怜被冷漠的她~~

~~而且很生气那冷漠她的人~~

~~并且很妒忌那个她~~ 但是她。。。~~

~~天啊~

~~天~~