Sadness And Happiness

We as a human will always face our sadness and happiness in our life . There is no avoidable for these two kind of feeling . As long we are living , we will need to face it . For me , I used to have a lot of happiness when I was small . As I grow up , my happiness rate keep on decreasing and my sadness keep on increase . No matter how hard i tried , it is useless to struggle . This sadness is come from surrounding pressure and surrounding situation . I hate sadness , even though I tried my best to overcome it , but it won't stop . It keep on coming one after the other . I wish I could change back to a child . As a child , I don't have to think about :

• How to get good marks for my exam
• How to live without parents
• How to save money to survive
• How to endure the feeling

Most IMPORTANT is no need to think what is " F-R-I-E-N-D ".

我们身为一个人将会永远面对着悲伤和快乐。这两种感觉是无可避免的。只要我们还在生活着，我们就必须面对它。对于我来说，当我小的时候我曾经有过很多幸福快乐的时刻。正当我渐渐地长大时，我的快乐的心情就继续减少而我的悲伤的心情却不断得增加。无论我如何努力，这都是没有用的斗争。这悲伤都来自周边压力和周围的情况。我讨厌悲伤的心情，即时我尽我最大努力来克服它，但还是无法让它停止。它还是一个接一个而出现。我希望我可以变回一个小孩。作为一个孩小孩，我不必去想：

• 如何获取好的成绩
• 如何生活在没有父母的陪同之下
• 如何省钱生存
• 如何忍受的所有的感觉

最重要的是不用去想什么是“朋友”。

Home Sweet Home !!!

Yeah !! Tomorrow going back to my home sweet home... So excited because may be I can meet her... I think so... So miss her but can't let her know... :'( This time I think I might not tell anyone I'm going back... But i think no one will know if they do not follow my blog... .;) And when I reach home , I just stay at home unless emergency , if not I won't go out...

Yeah !! 明天我将会回我的甜蜜的家。。。真兴奋因为我可能可以见到她。。。我认为吧。。。真想念她但又不能让她知道。。。 :'( 这次我应该不会告诉任何人我回去了。。。但是我认为没有人会知道如果他们没有留意我的不咯个。。。.;) 然后当我到家，我将会待在家除非紧急事件，要不然我是不会出去。。。

New Stuff....

Hehe... Yesterday at 10 something p.m. I just reached my hostel... This time I went back to hostel is not like usual from my aunt's house , is from my hostel's member's house... This is my first time I am invited by him to go to his house to sleep over night... From my feeling , I feel quite happy... But I really jealous at him , because his friends are so good... When he reached his hometown , his friend straight away find him go out to hang out... Totally not like my "friends" in my hometown...

呵呵。。。昨天在晚上10点钟左右我到达我的宿舍。。。这次我回来宿舍不像以前一般，都是从我的阿姨家回来，而是我宿舍的人的家。。。这次是我的第一次被人邀请去他的家过夜。。。从我的感觉，我感觉一般的开心。。。但我真的是非常羡慕他，因为他有一般很好的朋友。。。当他一到他的家乡，他的朋友就立刻找他出来玩。。。真的一点都不像我的家乡的 “ 朋友 ”。。。

Thursday...

Haiz... Today is Thursday... Today quite special because today morning I don't have English class... The reason I don't have English class is because currently I'm in final exam week , so... Beside , tomorrow is my last exam... Not really feel quite happy at all because my semester break just like doesn't really have... :'(

咳。。。今天是星期四。。。今天比较特别因为今天早上我没有英语课。。。我没有英语课的原因是我现在正在大考的星期，所以。。。除此之外，明天是我的最后一个考试。。。我不会觉得开心因为我这个学期的假期就好像没有。。。 :'(

My First Time

Today is my first day writing post.... Feel so exciting and nervous also because this is my first time writing it and also my time publish it to let the whole world know about me....

今天是我的第一天写在这里。。。我感到非常兴奋以及非常害羞因为这是我第一次在写这东西也是第一次把它放上网让全世界认识我。。。